todays a really grey day. weather wise its lovely. i'm talking about my mood. over the last week, i've had a couple of dreams of people from my past and then gone on to either hear about them, heard off them or seen them. and its a tad depressing.
numero uno... someone i fell for many moons ago, dreamt about last week. not sure what happened in the dream, but i find out shes pregnant a few days ago.
numero deux.... someone i used to go out with i dreamt about, about how she wanted to get back with me... well, i've actually heard off her. and shes engaged.
there was another one but less said and thought of the better as far as i'm concerned. its all just made me feel really down i guess. its kinda made me feel like i'm in a bit of a lull, if thats spelt right. feel like i need someone. and tbh, i dont think theres anyone there for me... at least not for a while. i was thinking just the other day, watching a couple walk past holding hands. what makes us wanna do this? i thought i could quite happily not have this, and theres more to life. perhaps there is more to life bit having someone is definately a big part of it. worst thing is, an ex i am in contact with wants to meet up... and as much as i'm trying not too... i kinda do=/
also havent been able to go to teh banksy exhibition, foots fucked. gonna try go to the doctors methinks. really getting me down too!
ah well. thank fuck the xbox cant cheat on me.
i hope=
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