Tuesday, 28 October 2008

things on my mind.

recently theres been some things happen in my life thats making me unable to be with friends. the main concern is this. marijuana.

a lot of my friends smoke it regular, and by regular i mean it daily. is this a bad thing? surely, studies have found that theres no real danger of use of marijuana? and whys that? because its only over the last 5 years its become more widely avaialbe and become such a trend its rare to find people who do not smoke it. to be around people who do can be a difficult thing. they often say little, unless its about weed itself or some obscure thing about another subject. it costs them stupid amounts of money, money, which in a certain case could be used to pay back a good friend as promised, and can make people suffer from a lot of paranoia.

i'm seeing people in front of my eyes throwing their life away because they see marijuana as not being a drug. funny thing is, it is. and quite possibly a dangerous one at that, because of the general ignorance as to its dangers of use by the people who smoke it.

i feel so strongly that, this year, i'm not going to the annual halloween party that all my friends go to simply because i dont want to be in this atmosphere anymore. i just cant sit there watching them fuck themselves up for some feeling that can exist without smoking.

1 comment:

Sam said...

I know how you feel. It it was when I spent a lot of time with the same people you're talking about. and i did the same, sat in my room on my own, at pretty much every social gathering and event x