inspired by sam...

to put some random facts about myself down. i'm not gonna copy though and do ten, cause she didnt tag me, therefore making me feel totally insabstantial and upset... but i'll let her off when she starts taking me to see films again!!!

my mind, is a completely overactive lump of grey matter. seriously. its mad am saying how much she sometimes likes blogging as opposed to real life, because i often enjoy my imagination and dreams more than what life has to offer. its mainly because your imagination is your ultimate film, book, gameor whatever. you can be or do what you want, no matter how strange or crazy it is. the downside is i find it very hard to shut my brain down to go to sleep, which sucks=/

i absolutely love transformers. seriously. they're one of the most creative and ingenius toys ever invented, and although teh cartoon doesnt always hold up well, i still watch it on occasions! the original 80s film is amazing, such a huge part of my childhood and i think nostalgia is an amazing feeling. it is pretty much the original stuff only that enjoy, it started gettiong crazy with more sci fi like cars, which were'nt really robots in disguise dabnammit!

i'm very weary about watching tv, its either things i've already watched or comedy quiz shows, i think i'm very much a "i like what i know" kinda guy. i find committing to tv series a hard thing too, i know i've lost out on a lot of great tv, but thats just me. i love my spaced, black books, friends and red dwarf... that'll do me!!

i suffer from depression possibly more than i let on to people. i get down quite a lot, and it gets me in such an unmotivated and uncreative way, its just not good for me. i've never been to see anyone about it, as i'm not a fan of medication or anything like that, so its pretty much a deal with myself thing. a lot of it stems from childhood, and a lot from my experiences in university. i've had some shit to go through thats for sure. sometimes i can go a couple of months and feel pretty good, but all it takes is one little reminder of something and everything seems to pounce on me at once. GRR!!

i absolutely love the dark. not in some sorta goth way, but i love how it can enhance your imagination, and how much better it is for listening to music. quite often if i'm on a bus with music on i'll shut my eyes to listen to it, and thankfully to this day i've never missed a stop. i have however, been caught singing=| theres just a power that comes from music you just dont get from films books and videogames. possibly, that its the only one in which i can have my eyes closed and enjoy, although books do set my imagination off also! also, if i go to sleep i need it to be very dark. i can rarely if ever nap and find it messes me up.

i dont like smoking, and nor am i a fan of alcohol either. my ideal woman would do neither, maybe just have the occasional drunken night but not be a complusive alkie. i just dont understand whats so amazing about these things? i absolutely hate stoners too, i've seen some veryt close friends change for the worse due to the habit, and it can upset me on a daily basis. my ideal woman would also be 6ft tall (to save my back a bit of pain bending down to kiss them) and be a bit of a geek. also, she mite be a comedienne and make me laugh loads.


there, that'll do, its late and i'm actually a bit tired, so i'm gonna shoot off to bed. nice chatting with ya